how my life looks like and how I want my life to look like..

I wanted to start writing about everything in my life that's wrong.. but then again what a way to start my blog.. I don't like that. So that's why I like to talk about everything I'm grateful for..
My daughter ofcourse.. she is the greatest. She is six months now and I'm so proud of her. My boy friend, I'm also glad with him.. but sometimes it's difficult because his life is going really great and I'm ofcourse also proud of him.. but my life isn't going the way I want to at all..

I want happines.. laughter, sunshine.. I want to achieve all my goals. I want to shine like a star and let the power I've got in me be released.. I feel captured sometimes.. It's just like David Icke says .. I don't want to be the slave anymore.. It's my life.. Slave of the system that is.

I'm in control!!
I want to achieve all my goals within a few months. I want more than enough money on my accounts to pay every single bill and also want to learn to enjoy life more..
I want my relationship to be an extra in my life.. I want to send love and positive vibrations.. I want to live myself more..

I love myself I love myself.. I'm not scared..I want to shine